Sometimes I almost feel guilt or pressure to use a particular synth I own (more).
The feeling comes on in in several ways, but always feels similar by the end....
1) I buy something expensive and feel like I MUST get my monies worth or I'm being wasteful. -especially when it contributes very little to my overall sound/music. "It cost that much and I only use it in this narrow dimension"
2) I spent a long time pining for something or waiting for it to become available, maybe even go through some serious hoops to obtain it (travel, restoration or a trade) and when it arrives, I find it only works for me in a small capacity. And I don't want to be wrong or disappointed so I struggle to find some use and squeeze it in wherever I can.
3) I see someone else talk/post about how incredible, awesome, life-changing, world-altering it would be to get one. Maybe you hear what they are doing to get one or how they are SAVING UP a long time to get one and you've got that same synth- sitting there collecting dust....standing upright against a wall and not even plugged in.
After a while I usually give in and make something that uses that synth a lot or at least as the lead sound.
Surely, I can't be the only weirdo round these parts.





